Super Me!

LIFE IS BEAUTIFUL

By Kristine R. SanJuan

Life is beautiful that it is always at its best. There willalways be things to learn and time to live to the fullest and experience thebeauty of all God's creation.  I learned that in life, you may not getwhat you want, you may not get what wished for but you will always get what youdeserve. I learned that no matter how imperfect things seem to be for me andfor other people, it is perfectly how God wanted it to be. I should never beafraid to choose a path because there will always be nothing that God and Icannot face together. There may always be a lot of difficulties in life butthese difficulties help us open up our strength. Obstacles teaches us to bestrong and to believe more in God, to believe that nothing can ever gocompletely wrong. I discovered that at the end of every hardship, there isalways something waiting better than what we could ever wish for.

I should not be afraid of judgment for it can help me improve myflaws. No matter how perfect things are for me, there will always be peoplesaying that it’s not enough and it’s not that good and because of this, Irealized that I should not look for perfection because there will always besome pessimistic people who can only see the flaws and take the good things forgranted. I learned to accept that there are things that I don’t know. I learnedthat I should not look down at myself because there will always be someone thatI’m better than.

I figured that when you can make a lot of people happy, you canmake a lot of people sad and cry as well. When many people love you, you can makea lot of people hate you.

I learned to find the good things in the bad things and smilethat I was able to find a bright side at it. I learned to smile even if thereis pain in my heart for nothing good will happen if I continue to feel bad. I realizedthat I love making people happy, and I love it when people try to make me happybecause I can see that they love me. I learned to be strong and to alwaysbelieve, my faith is what keeps me going because it gives me comfort andstrength. I learned to never give up because the only failure is when you stoptrying. I cry when I have to and I do not fear of what people will say when Icry because those people who will judge me can do nothing to relieve my pain. Ilearned not to believe that things won’t be alright because sometimes things gowrong to make you right. I learned that it’s better to cross the line and bearthe consequences than to stare at it for the rest of your life and never win. Ilearned that what is outside is harder to change than what is inside. I foundout that not all questions have answers. I learned that most things have to beso hard sometimes for us to know what is worth it. I learned that those whokneel down to the Lord can stand up to anything. I learned that no matter what,life goes on.

QUOTES:

“If a person can laugh as if there is no tomorrow, for sure thatperson can cry as if there is no end for sorrow.”

“Don’t try to understand everything because sometimes it is notmeant to understand but, rather to accept.”

“Everything always ends up alright. If things are not alright, thenit is not yet the end.”

“If this day didn’t end up the way you planned it, always remember:If God had wanted this day 2 be perfect then he wouldn’t have needed to createtomorrow.”

aww…I don’t know but when dogs look at me it’s either I freak out because they might bite me or I pity them because of how they stare at me like they’re so hungry…They just got this charm when I’m eating and their tongue is hanging out from their mouth and their eyes are so cute. When they do that, it makes me want to give them food and hug them. I’m starting to have a thing for animals now…except for reptiles, birds and rats (ewww…)

I don’t know, is this the effect of the dog bite? It was March 2009 when my own “favorite”dog bit me. I gave him a name and took care of him, then he just bit me? bad dog! His name is Shiboo…I got his name from a Japanese word and it means “fat”. You see how much I loved (past tense)him that his name was uniquely chosen. I actually have two dogs rightnow: Shiboo and Goku. I like Goku than Shiboo and I assume you knowwhy. Both of them are energetic and cute. They always defecate, oops!sorry for the word. Shiboo is older and more scary, he acts as if we don’t feed him(we feed him regularly) and he loves to bite or chewthings even if they’re not edible that’s why he break stuffs.

Shiboo is like a beast now.He does his “grrrr…” thingy with his teeth pushed firmly together andhe totally freak me out all the time. I don’t want to get near him.Goku is young, sweet and charming but also love to chew things.

When Shiboo bit me…March 3rd or 4th of 2009(not sure which)

I got home from school and my day was a normal and beautiful day. I saw Shiboo and he looks sad. It hought that I should cheer him up. I gave him a pat on the head and I talked to him. I told him to be good boy and exactly right after  I said, “be a good boy” he did his “grr…” thingy for a reason that I don’t know why. Hey, I’m being nice and then he tried to bite me and…nice try! he was sadly successful…I got a wound on my hand and I became hysterical. I was thinking, “Why me..???WHy…?”.I ran to my momma(at the neighborhood with her friend) and I was crying. What I did was wrong, instead of running to my mother I should’ve ran to the faucet and wash my wound…yup…! that’s the right thing to do…Anyway, my mother got mad and said that this shouldn’t have happened if I listened to them-tha I should not get near Shiboo..I was expecting something like, “aw… my poor daughter…how do you feel…?”.Everything was the exact opposite. My mother told me to call my father at the office so that he could send me to the hospital and have my injection for anti-rabies vaccine. My father was mad as well, what he said was same with what my mother said. I texted my sister ‘coz she’s studying Nursing and and she’s smart and she’ll be graduating thisApril so she knows a lot, I thought she might help and she did. I was sent to the hospital and I had my injection. My arms hurt after the injection, my muscles were sore. I had to wait and I didn’t know why.When I was waiting on the emergency room, what I did is chat with some nurses so that I won’t get bored and then I saw patients who met anaccident and a baby who is confined and I’ll never forget an old man lying on his bed and he looks really weak(I pity him). When we got home, my sister named a spoon, fork, and drinking glass that only I can use for the reason that my saliva might be contaminated with rabies and she did this weird thing that she showered me with water. She said if I’m scared of water, I’m rabies positive.

Now, I’m alive and my injection sessions are over. I’m rabies free…!

I miss III-Charity and I love l♥ve love them all…!

During the end of the schoolyear of my past year levels, I didn’t care but, being a junior wasdifferent. I feel so sad now that the school year ended. Maybe becausemy classmates were like real friends, all of us are equal(not for theteachers but for us we are). Our adviser is very smart and kind but,he’s always absent so we don’t get to bond with him.

Our class can survivewithout him! We can plan and have fun without our adviser andeverything turns out to be good. We’re like orphans, that’s what theysay. I’m close to everybody that’s why I most all of them. Teacher’ssay we’re the most chaotic section. We’re popular in the label, “Orphans and chaotic (ulila at magugulo)“

I’m looking forward to our reunion and I’m hoping that our relationship with each other won’tchange. I hope they won’t just pass by me, I expect a smile and a “hi”from them.

I hope being a 4thyear will be better. I pray for that. I actually hope to be with thesame clasmates then add some friends in and remove people that I don’t get along with.

I made this video for them as a remembrance:

Summer sun?

yep…! I can totally feel it…

it’s gettin’ hot hot hot…

It’s vacation but just like before, I’llbe staying at home and  will be stuck at the front of the computer.I’ll just wake up, exercise a bit, eat, brush my teeth, take a baththen sit at the front of the computer, wait for my parents to come thenturn the computer off, watch TV or sometimes they ask me to cook forthem then we’ll eat, watch Tv again and sleep. That’s how I live mysummer vacation. Fun? Fun? Fun?! I don’t go out, I just stay at home.

I wake up most of the time at 10:30am. Isleep for 14 hours. When I wake up, I’m alone at home. Oh no! I’m notalone, I’m with my dogs, Shiboo and Goku. I hate Shiboo because he bitme on the hand already that’s why my parents had to spend up to P2,800for my anti-rabies vaccine. Shiboo had his anti-rabies  but, it’s goodto be sure!

Back to waking up, I’m alone and notexpecting for something exciting. I’m already expecting that my daywill be just like yesterday, sitting at the front of the computer andtexting(when I have load).

That’s it…boring, boring, boring. If onlyI’m age qualified for a summer job I’ll be working! but no, I’m not.I’m just 15. ANyway, I’m looking forward to our CAT summer training.Maybe that’ll be something fun for this summer. Next year on summer Iwant something new, going out of town perhaps.

For the coming school year, I have tostudy hard because I’m a graduating student. I have to be better. Fornow, I don’t know what course to take for college. But I just wantsuccess, I pray for it every night…Haha…and I’ll have it^_^

1st Post: Copy and Paste

oh yeah!

>A NORMAL GUY VS. EDWARD CULLEN

A normal guy would say: I love you Baby!

Edward Cullen would say: You are my life now.!

Normal Guy would say: I think I am falling for you.

Edward Cullen would say: The Lion fell in Love with the Lamb

Normal Guy would say: You hair looks like a haystack; go brush it!

Edward Cullen would say: Your hair looks like a haystack but I like it.

A normal guy would pick a random song from a random artist and dedicate it to you.

Edward Cullen would sing you a song he wrote for you while playing the piano.

If you die, a normal guy would find another.

If you die, Edward Cullen would kill himself because life without you isn't worth living.

(Well, I wasn't going to live without you.. He rolled his eyes as if that fact were childishly obvious. ...but I wasn't sure how to do it. I knew Emmet and Jasper would never help so I was thinking maybe I would go to Italy and do something to provoke the Volturi.)

As you leave the house, a normal guy would say: Bye, see ya!

As you leave the house Edward Cullen would say: Come back to me, love.

(He smiled my favorite smile. Hurry back to me.

Always.)

As you come back home, a normal guy would be watching TV and wouldn't even notice.

As you come back home, Edward Cullen would be welcoming you by playing the piano with a song just for you.

(?I heard the music before I was out of the car. Edward hadn't touched his piano since the night Alice left. Now, as I shut the door,I heard the song morph through a bridge and change into my lullaby.Edward was welcoming me home.)

A normal guy would wait for you to make him breakfast.

Edward Cullen would make you breakfast everyday.

While you are both out for dinner, a normal guy wouldn't keep his eyes off the sexy waitress.

Edward Cullen wouldn't even notice the waitress was a female.

A normal guy, while driving, would keep one hand on the wheel and one hand on the radio.

Edward Cullen, while driving, would keep one hand on the wheel and the other attached to yours.

While far apart in different places, a normal guy would say: I miss you.

While far apart in different places, Edward Cullen would say: It's like you?ve taken half myself with you

A normal guy wouldn't care or notice if you had nightmares.

Edward Cullen would sing until your nightmares went away.

(?Do you want me to sing to you? I'll sing all night if it will keep the bad dreams away.)

A normal guy does it with everyone.

Edward Cullen only does it with one.

A normal guy buys you flowers and chocolates.

Edward Cullen buys you a car.

there is no one like Edward. he"s not real.. =p

If he"s real I want to have him!